Since I arrived in San Diego I started going to Shadow Mountain Community Church with a friend of my family. The senior pastor is none other than Dr. David Jeremiah. His preaching is gifted from God and he preaches from the Bible.
It's a pretty big church, coming from a small church background where I feel it's important for everyone to know everyone it made it a bit difficult to get really involved in the church. It was my heart's desire to get more involved.
God saw, heard and answered my prayer. All I had to do was take a step out of the boat and fix my eyes on Jesus. And here is how it happened.
As you've read before, God has put a passion for Japan on my heart. After talking with Rocky and Steven the flame was fanned even more. I decided to see if google could bring up any results for a Japanese church. Lo behold, I found one in San Diego; San Diego Japanese Christian church. It was awesome, the Lord showed me a church. And then that's when fear set in, "I'm not Japanese, so will I be accepted?" Satan attacked me where I was weak. My identity is not in people, it is in the Lord, and if these people were in Christ then I would be a fellow brother in Christ to them. I told my mother about it and she told me to check it out and said the Spirit would open and close the doors for me to walk through.
I was looking on their website and found the Church's newsletter. In it I read they were going through the Truth Project (an amazing study program by Dr. Del Tackett). Back at Harbor Light Open Bible Church (my home church in Everett, WA) we were going through it also. I saw it was being done on Saturdays, I figured I'd check it out because I really enjoyed the Truth project and like my mother said, "if this is where God was leading me, it would all work out and He would be Glorified through it."
Saturday rolls around and as the hours pass by until the start of it that same fear sank in again. I prayed and it left. (praise God) At about 5:15 I left to get on the trolley. At 5:45 I arrive at City College, it's raining and dark and I got a .6 mile walk to get to the church. I arrive at 6:00 and the only people that are there were homeless people who were camping out to be out of the rain. The newsletter said it started at 6:30, so I started waiting. 15 mins pass by, still no one shows up. I say to myself, "I guess this wasn't your will Lord". But I wanted to wait until 6:30 just in case someone did show up. Another 15 mins pass by and still no one showed up. I was now under the impression that it wasn't God's will. I started heading on back to the station to go back home. As I was walking back I was convicted to buy the homeless people food. I tried to avoid it, I wasn't too happy at that time. As I was waiting for the trolley, I looked over and saw subway and again I was convicted, but this time with a verse.
"Matthew 25:43-45
43I was a stranger and you did not invite me in, I needed clothes and you did not clothe me, I was sick and in prison and you did not look after me.'44"They also will answer, 'Lord, when did we see you hungry or thirsty or a stranger or needing clothes or sick or in prison, and did not help you?'45"He will reply, 'I tell you the truth, whatever you did not do for one of the least of these, you did not do for me.'"
Over the past few weeks I have been learning of God's love for me. I wanted to at least be faithful and help the needy. Little did I know that God had already ordered my steps. As I arrived back at the church with subway for the homeless guys I saw that cars were now at the church.
I stepped inside and I came upon a girl. I asked her if they were doing the Truth Project, she replied yes and that it was being held upstairs.
I walk upstairs and I'm like, "Hello, I heard you were doing the Truth Project". I was graciously accepted by those who were there. I thank God for picking me up and carrying me. If I had suppressed the Spirit I would have ended up at home with nothing. But by walking by faith God gifted to me new friends. I enjoyed my time on Saturday and I knew God had placed me where he wanted me to be. I was able to give a mini testimony of my passion for the Japanese people and how God led me to their church, my new home away from home. God truly works in mysterious ways, and I thank Him so much for all that he has done.
God answered my prayer of, "Father for your glory". I am now part of a church that I will be able to get involved with and the people of this church are after God's heart. I await to see the Lord move in awesome ways.
まいにち、 イエス は とても いい です! Jesus is good, all the time.
May the Lord fill you with hope and joy as you continually walk by faith with Him.